BRKN PPL BRK PPL
Produced between October 5th, 2024 & October 9th, 2025.
Released on October 17th, 2025.
Lead / promotional single for ALL OF ME, was meant to be on the project but ended up being cut.
The song itself would be centered around a situationship (or what I think was a situationship, I gotta do more research) that happened from September 2023 to May 2024, how it started, how she left, & the range of feelings I felt afterwards. This concept would originally be attributed to an entire album known as with love, yours truly. / I HONESTLY HATE ME TOO. but wouldn't be turned into anything until way after.
These were real feelings I had during the time, but I want to make it clear that the anger aspect of this song was purely performative.
Everything that happened between me & her started & ended during my Sophomore year, the beat was made during my Junior year, but I never got around to finishing it until my Senior year.
The song originally dropped on SoundCloud around September 3rd, 2025, it would later be updated with a new verse & would've dropped on October 10th, 2025, but criticisms about the song's state made me go back to change some things around. The song later rereleased on October 17th, 2025, to positive reviews.
I believe one of the main criticisms was it being too long, the writing, & the delivery.
I remember telling someone this song was a diss, but looking back that was mainly just a performative thing.
Around mid February 2026, I reached back out to her in hopes to make amends. The things that were said during this made me want to rewrite this song to be less hostile, but ultimately I ended up scrapping the song off of the project.
Before the album's release, I ended up removing this from all streaming service platforms out of respect. Although, as a good friend once told & shown me, nothing is truly deleted from the internet. Once it's up, it's up forever.
The original cover for this single was a photo of me sitting under a tree, which had some significance that I won't get into. This later got changed due to privacy reasons, the new cover reuses assets from with love, yours truly.
Streaming & SoundCloud releases included the instrumental, the Bandcamp release included the original rough draft & the scrapped album mix.
Here's where you can find this song:
SoundCloud